Quantifying Yourself

Tracking what you do is a bit narcissistic when you do it, but in narcissism there is also some honesty. There is a level of courage in sharing information about yourself. You are taking a risk and letting folks know what you are up to and what you are doing. I love it when people are honest and courageous and it can help you start to do things and change the way that you do things.

There are a few different reasons why. The short answer is that we don't really need to do any of this, but if we do it provides a bit of perspective on who we are and what we do over time. You may be able to find the connection between how much you walk and how much you weigh. Then that knowledge can give you a little push to start walking a little bit more. Then that can lead to keeping track of how much you sleep and how it affects your mood. For a certain type of personality it can mean the start of a whole lot of data collection.

There are a few different reasons why. The short answer is that we don't really need to do any of this, but if we do it provides a bit of perspective on who we are and what we do over time. You may be able to find the connection between how much you walk and how much you weigh. Then that knowledge can give you a little push to start walking a little bit more. Then that can lead to keeping track of how much you sleep and how it affects your mood. For a certain type of personality it can mean the start of a whole lot of data collection. Every year at Podcamp there are a group of people who meet, connect and share things that they are interested in and know about. It's wonderful to go and see the folks there. It's scary to stand up in front of a group of talented people you admire and share something, but for me it's also energizing. The scared introvert is encouraged by the hidden extrovert who emerges when a room full of people looks at them.

In that spirit I stood in front of people in a tiny room and explained why I keep track of certain things in my life. It's broadly part of the Quantified Self movement which grows out of a desire to track things in order to see patterns and make change in your life. It goes back to marking heights on door frames to see how we grow or in keeping diaries or journals. But now we have a wide array of electronic devices and services that make it almost effortless to keep track of lots of this information. I love it.

My top artists on Last.fm

I think that the first place where I started to do this was with Last FM which would use a plugin in iTunes to keep track of the music that you actually listened to. What you tell people you listen to and what you actually listen to are different things. When we share what we watch and listen to we are constructing an ideal self. You want people to respect and admire you and maybe they won't if they know that you are partial to cheesy pop songs. But in keeping track of what we actually listen to instead of what we think people listen to can help in discovering new things that we wouldn't think that we like. The sophisticated algorithms that Last FM uses to suggest new music has opened up whole new musical worlds for me. It works with Amazon and Netflix too on all sorts of levels.

Tracking things can be good, but you need a context for it and having goals is one of the best ways to use tracking as a way to provide a way to measure your progress toward those goals. The wonderful community 43 Things made a big difference to me. It's the place where I shared 5 things that I was grateful for every day, it's where I practiced yoga every day for a month, and it's where I connected with some of my favourite online people. One of the neat people I've followed online since then is Buster Benson who continues to make interesting things that spur me on.

Places Where I Set My Goals

While I'm still active on 43 Things I now keep track of my goals more using an app called Lift and more informally with a service called Peabrain. It's a simpler way to check off what I have done or who I've hung out with and it keeps me focussed on what is important.

Stats on 750 Words

Buster's 750 Words site is a place that I visit every day to write things down. It can be anything (and the first draft of this is being written on that very site) with the main point being to just to write. At this point there are over half a million words that I've written over hundreds of days. It's neat to see that and it also provides a space and time to sit and reflect. Not a lot of time, but just enough to keep the wheels turning and the fingers typing on the keyboard.

When I started biking in a more serious way and I had an iPhone it became obvious that I'd need to use this wonderful device to keep track of how far I was biking and where. I started out using an app called Cychosis which is great. The app is a bit too much for me though and when I found Xtrail from Sophiestication I switched to it and that's what I use now. The goal that I established for each year (mainly during the summer) is to bike 1000 km and I've been able to achieve it a few times. Maybe I'll raise it to 1500 km next year as it's good to have a challenge.

The data itself is just the starting point. The real power and changes come from you when you interpret it. What does it all mean to you? It's not like you are trying to sell things to yourself, but on one level, that's exactly what it is. You can use the data to make a positive change in your life.

The goals don't have to be very specific, but specific goals help. The larger goals are broader and harder to quantify. Things like being happier or healthier. Inside those big goals there can be small markers that indicate how far along we are. It's not a binary thing with happy/unhappy being the choice. It's easier to know where we are going when we can look at a map every now and then. Sometimes there is a broad outline of a map and we fill it in. Other times we create the map by walking or biking or having a daily routine. Over time we see the contours, shapes, and patterns. That is when we see the size of the territory we are in and chart our course. Where have we been? Where do we want to go?

Keeping track of your progress is a powerful thing. I'm inspired by Amelia Greenhall and how she figured out that the best way to be healthy and maintain your weight isn't by going on diets, but just by making some small changes and tracking things and giving yourself little rewards. I love that and it's something that I try to do now. It's a sensible and relatively easy way to change who you are by adding or subtracting things into your life.

It does involve technology, but the technology can be as simple as paper and pen. The key is to track things. You can measure height by drawing lines on a door frame. Or you can step on a wifi-enabled scale that syncs your weight every day. The tools can be fascinating, but they are not what is important. It's the act of consciously keeping track of what you are doing and how you feel about it that is important. The data that you track is significant because of the choices you make in what you want to remember.

My page on your.flowingdata

I use a service from Nathan Yau called Your Flowing Data. It receives direct messages from Twitter in a simple format and then collects the data. I keep track of films I watch, coffee, beer, wine and alcohol that drink. It's also a way that I keep track of how far I bike. Within those things that I track there are various levels of detail that I keep track of. For the beer I keep track of the amount by glass and then the type of beer based on who made it. That matters to me. For wine I don't care as much so I just keep track of whether it is red or white. With films I keep track of a bit more information using Your Flowing Data. I will record the name of the film along with the medium it is from (theatre, dvd, netflix) and where I've watched it (the specific theatre, the film festival, ipad, tv, or laptop). Then I can see how much I use each of those things.

That's how I know last year I watched 287 films, drank 542 cups of coffee, and that my favourite beer was Sea Level Brewing Blue Heron Extra Special Bitter (34% of the beer I drank). It's been a few years since I started using Your Flowing Data and now I don't even think about it. That's where I record stuff.

Tracking films probably doesn't make a huge change in my life, but two other specific sets of data have made a bigger difference. Seeing how much I walk every day or bike combined with my weight helped me push me a bit to be more active and to get out more. It's one thing to say that you want to be more active, but it is another thing to actually do it. I had a few pedometers that broke, so that wasn't really working for me and the apps that I found weren't that great. But the first thing that I kept with for a long time the cycling app on my iPhone. That allowed me to think of the goal of biking 1000 kms over a summer. Then I started weighing myself and the connection between being active and losing weight became clear. It gave me insight into how the combination of eating healthier food resulted in me feeling better and maintaining my weight. Eating chips would show up a few days later even if I was fairly active. So I made an adjustment and cut down on that and then I would keep a consistent weight.

Fitbit Dashboard

When I got a FitBit a year ago it became even easier. I didn't have to keep track of all of the steps every day. It showed how the location of a classroom where I was teaching would change the number of steps I took in a day significantly. I didn't realize how much I walked every day. The walking around work could be significant. Some days it was more steps than taking a walk around my town. Sometimes we don't see things unless we look and by tracking more things we can see things that we didn't even know where there. So now I keep track of a lot more things and while I don't know how I will use it all, I do have the data and that is kind of neat.

Big Day Downtown 2012

One of the wonderful things about living close to Halifax is that the city doesn't become too familiar. At various times of the year I'll spend more time in the city, but most of the time my visits are focussed and relatively quick. Working in Dartmouth, but living in Wolfville means that I spend a lot of time on the road. By the time the end of the day rolls around I usually won't hang around in the city. But at certain times of the year or for certain people or events, I spend more time getting to know the place where I work and the place that I see across the harbour.

Luckily I was chosen to be part of Big Day Downtown again by the Downtown Halifax Business Commission and it's a great opportunity to think about downtown Halifax and what I can do there. Working within constraints is a good thing and the basic rules are that you're given $100 you can spend however you want in downtown businesses. Being the third time poses some challenges as you don't want to repeat yourself and want to do things that are interesting. The twist this time was randomly pairing the bloggers up and getting us to share our adventures.

So often with social media and the various ways that we share words and images online we construct imaginary people in our minds. It's similar to how we visualize radio or podcast hosts or musicians whose voices we hear. Real people are complex and wonderful and any chance to meet them in person is good. To be able to socialize and laugh in person can be even better. The online scene in Halifax is active and strong with a diverse range of voices and people who share what they love in interesting ways. Sometimes we forget how special this is and projects like this that remind us of the community and the people who are part of it.

The kickoff event was at Morris East, which is one of my favourite restaurants and one of the places where I went for my first Big Day Downtown. The assembled bloggers mingled and socialized. It was nice to see familiar faces and catch up with people in a socially unmediated way. Being able to connect and share with people electronically is good, but it's nice to be a room with people (along with food and drinks). When the names were drawn from the bowl I wondered who I'd be teamed up with. Would it be someone I knew? Would it be someone who shared interests with me, or would it be a surprise?

My partner for the Big Day was prolific blogger Jill Mader, who I knew from Couchtime With Jill. It seemed as if the choice was almost too perfect with Jill's focus on tv and my focus on films. The rough outline for the day was worked out at the opening event with the discussion swirling around favourite tv shows and celebrities. A couple of weeks later we met up again to start our Big Day.

Jill figured out some of the places where celebrities had been in downtown Halifax, so that provided choices for where to go. I'm sure that we just scratched the surface, but I was happy with the list since it gave me the chance to combine old and new places. She wrote about her Halifamous tour over on her blog.

Two if By Sea

Two if By Sea

Our day was a Thursday after work, so before I met up with Jill I made a quick stop at Two if By Sea cafe to get a coffee. TiBS is one of my favourite places to get coffee and their new location in the Historic Properties is great. A simple counter that wraps around a corner holds everything that you could want if you love coffee and pastries. There are coffee beans to take home, along with cookies, croissants and mini croissants. Their slogan is "Drink drip, eat butter" which really sums it up. The menu is written on chalkboards on the walls and hanging from the ceiling and the coffee is fresh and strong. Knowing that I'd have a meal shortly the choice that I made was to have a cappuccino which, as usual, was just right. Sipping the coffee I walked through the Historic Properties and outside on my way to the first stop and meeting up with Jill.

Freak Lunchbox

Freak Lunchbox

This was a repeat visit (both in general and in the Big Day Downtown context) to Freak Lunchbox. The reason for going here again was that it apparently was visited by Rob Lowe (who crosses over both into film and television). Other celebrity visitors have been Tom Selleck, Julianne Moore, Lucy Liu, Gabriel Byrne, and Gene Wilder. Freak Lunchbox is a relatively small candy store packed with all sorts of tasty treats and novelties. The back of the store is lined with bins filled with the most amazing range of candies. You pick a bag or box and start to fill it up. Near the front of the store are boxes of candies, chocolates and a whole wall of novelty items. I looked and looked and looked, but decided to take the plunge and get a takeout box and start to fill it up with candy. The other thing that intrigued me was a Pac Man arcade console holding candy (not to scale, it's a lot smaller than an actual Pac Man machine). With a bunch of candy in our hands, Jill and I walked down the street to our next stop.

Pac Man Candy

The Bicycle Thief

There are a few reasons that I wanted to go to The Bicycle Thief and the primary one was that I had heard great things about it, but hadn't ever managed to go. The other reasons are that Pierce Brosnan ate there and it's a restaurant that is named after the great Italian Neorealist film. So this was the core of my big day.

Old Fashioned

We started off by looking through the large menu and ordered some drinks. Having a favourite television show in mind, I ordered an Old Fashioned (the drink of Mad Men's Don Draper). It looked great and tasted great as well. Jill got a newer raspberry fizz which she enjoyed. Well-made cocktails are a perfect way to start off a dinner at the end of a long day.

Red ravioli

Would it be possible for me to find good vegetarian options? The menu has a strong selection of meat-based dishes, but there are some quite great-looking options for vegetarians aside from the salads. I'm not vegan, so that opens up a few more choices for me. The menu is divided into 1st Gear, 2nd Gear, and High Gear. It was in 2nd Gear where I made my decision. The Red Ravioli filled with ricotta, Mascarpone, spinach, fresh herbs, light cream sauce looked amazing and was so good. The right thing to have while you talk about films and tv with someone who also enjoys those things too.

Desert

Having something a bit smaller was good as it gave me the chance to try something from the desert menu, which was also extensive. It all looked really good and I picked from the top of the list with the Triple layered Butterscotch Caramel cake, with crushed toasted Pecans on top. The balance of sweet and salty was just right and I savoured it. With the sun having set and the day being long, we wrapped up our day and on my drive home I thought of how I could spend the rest of money in the coming days.

Obladee Menu

Obladee Wine Bar

It didn't take too long to figure out a place to go as the next day I was downtown again, this time as guest of Kendra (@halifaxfilmgal on Twitter) who was participating in the HPX Digital conference. She invited me to the closing party of HPX Digital which was happening at Pacifico Dancebar. I met up with Kendra earlier and we went to Obladee Wine Bar which just happened to be celebrating their 2nd anniversary. Walking in I saw some familiar Halifax social media types including fellow Big Day Downtown participant Cheryl of Wry and Ginger fame.

After catching up a bit with Cheryl on what she had done with her Big Day, Kendra and I took advantage of the special on sparking wines and had a couple, along with some of the tiny birthday cake that was offered to us. We talked mainly about films (as usual) as the Epiphonics provided a jazz soundtrack to the evening. It was quite nice and I really need to get to Obladee more to enjoy the wine, the food and the comfortable and classy atmosphere there. It's a real treasure to have a place like that downtown.

Saint Lou's Gentlemen's Barber Shop

The final stop in my multi-day Big Day Downtown was a place that I'd wanted to go to for a while. I walked by it after getting my coffee at Two if By Sea at the beginning of this story (but you probably didn't notice since you only really are seeing the things that I describe here with my words). My hair and beard were getting a bit long, so when I first heard about the new Big Day Downtown the very first place that I thought of was Saint Lou's Gentlemen's Barber Shop. Nestled in to a small space in the Historic Properties with a glowing barber pole beside the door, Saint Lou's has one barber chair, one barber, and three chairs to wait in. There is music playing, a guitar on the wall and a friendly barber named Rob, who greeted me as I entered the shop and he cut the hair of a man sitting in the chair. There are no appointments, you just show up. As I sat down he asked if I'd like a beer or a coffee while I waited. This is a choice that I hadn't had when getting a haircut before. I chose the coffee and was able to have another delicious cup of coffee from Two if By Sea. Even before the haircut started I knew that I made the right choice coming here.

In the chair the haircut began and Rob skillfully trimmed up my hair and beard. We chatted a bit and I found out that his brother was a student of mine and that he got his barber training initially at NSCC at the very campus where I started with the college on Bell Road. He worked in Halifax and Australia and then returned back to Nova Scotia and opened the shop with a casual vibe and high-quality haircuts at reasonable prices. It's great to have places like Saint Lou's and people like Rob downtown. It's the heart of a city and the simplest business model there is - provide a service that people need, in a personal way that makes you happy. That's how you end a Big Day Downtown - looking a bit better than you began as you drive home thinking about things that you want to do the next time that you come back.

Favourite Films of the 2012 Atlantic Film Festival

The Atlantic Film Festival is an annual festival that assembles a range of great short and feature films along with the filmmaking community in Halifax, Nova Scotia to celebrate cinema. This year was a very good one and I was able to take full advantage of the screenings and many of the parties. It's the one time of year when you can watch films and catch up with most of the filmmakers from the region. The other great thing is that it usually is the place where some of my favourite films of the year will be seen and today is no exception. Here are 10 of my favourite feature films from this year's festival in the order that I saw them.

The Disappeared

The Disappeared

Shandi Mitchell's feature directing and writing debut The Disappeared poses a challenge in terms of subject matter in that it tells the story of 6 men in two boats, lost at sea. She embraced the constraints and tells a compelling story that was shot on the water to create a moving look at men in an extreme situation that held me through the entire journey. With a solid cast, beautiful cinematography and immersive sound design, it's a timeless story of courage and friendship.

The Angels' Share

The Angels' Share

The opening film of the festival was Ken Loach's lighter drama The Angels' Share that brings his social realist approach to what ultimately becomes a heist film. With leisurely pace and a fantastic cast it has some challenging dramatic moments as well as a lot of humour. It is ultimately about redemption, friendship, community and how we deal with our past and those we care about as time passes. I saw it twice and loved it both times, especially for the audience reactions the second time.

Blackbird

Blackbird

Another promising debut feature at the festival was Jason Buxton's Blackbird which is built around some great performances by a younger cast. Set and shot in Nova Scotia, it is about a teen who faces challenges fitting in at school and in the small town where he lives. A series of misunderstandings lead to the 16 year old being incarcerated and it changes him. It was engrossing and a subtle more subtle and realistic look at growing up in extreme circumstances.

Holy Motors

Holy Motors

One of the films that I was looking forward to purely in terms of knowing that it would be different was Leos Carax's Holy Motors. The descriptions were vague and strange with the images I'd seen looking compelling and different. With his previous track record of visually and aurally stunning films that made up for thin stories with their cinematic beauty I was willing to go where he took me. What surprised me was how much fun the film was. It's an episodic film that really is about cinema and actors. One of the fascinating things about the film is how it reinforces that it is a film with actors, but then somehow managed to make me forget about that repeatedly. I would love to see it again on a big screen.

Beauty is Embarrassing

Beauty is Embarrassing

Wayne White is the fascinating subject of the documentary Beauty is Embarrassing. It's always wonderful to find out about someone whose work you know, but never realized where it came from. A grounded and genial person, White takes us through his life and art in a film that had me repeatedly laughing and smiling. From growing up in the south to an art school education that led to working in television with Pee Wee's Playhouse it's fun to follow along with an artist who has a unique voice and joyful perspective on life.

Wrong

Wrong

Not having seen the director's previous film Rubber, I didn't know what to expect and I took a chance and was very pleasantly surprised by Quentin Dupieux's Wrong which is a surreal and understated film about a man who loses his dog. Shot with bright colours and controlled frames, it has an odd tone that is just a bit off. It never really explains anything, but it was fun to go along for the ride in a slightly unsettling world that reminded me a bit of Visioneers in how it combined humour with a bit of melancholy. Unexpected fun for me.

Brooklyn Castle

Brooklyn Castle

Starting off a day with a documentary about chess players at a Brooklyn junior high is a pretty good day as far as I'm concerned. The key elements to a great documentary are interesting characters, a compelling story and some technical expertise in terms of filming the story. Brooklyn Castle has all of that and it takes a more understated tone and gives us a fascinating portrait of a range of students at the school who are united by playing chess and it gives us glimpses of the challenges that are faced by the school system in New York. A neat way to combine the personal and political in an entertaining way.

The Hunt

The Hunt

Thomas Vinterberg made a huge impression with the first Dogme 95 film, The Celebration, and while he hasn't been making films following the rules of Dogme, he has continued to create tense, dramatic works with solid casts and a more naturalistic shooting style. In The Hunt he builds the film around a great performance by Mads Mikkelsen as a kindergarten teacher wrongly accused of sexually abusing a student. The dynamics of a small town and personal histories combine in a tense story that was utterly compelling. One of the highlights of the festival for me in a theatre that was packed and silent at the end of the amazing film.

Laurence Anyways

Laurence Anyways

Xavier Dolan follows up his previous two Quebecois films with the slightly heavier, but still visually and sonically-ambitious film Laurence Anyways. Spanning 10 years in the 1990s, it's about a man who transitions to a woman and the relationship between him and the woman he loves. Melvil Poupaud is the man who transitions, but the real star of the film is Suzanne Clément who gives an amazing performance as his lover, Fred. Going in to the film at the end of the long day I was concerned with the longer running time, but the film had perfect pacing and held my interest for the entire time and it was a bit surprising when it was over as it didn't feel too long. With gorgeous colours and compositions in a narrower 1.33:1 aspect ratio accompanied by a great soundtrack, it's a lovely look at a complicated relationship.

Rust and Bone

Rust and Bone

It's always good to save the best for the last and the perfect way to end the festival for me was one of my most-anticipated films of the year, which was Jacques Audiard's Rust and Bone, which I knew very little about. Going in without a lot of knowledge is a good thing with Audiard as he usually takes things in unexpected directions. His usual themes of flawed characters in seedier worlds are here, but with Rust and Bone there is less of a criminal underworld and more character and personal struggle. Beautifully shot and acted with Marion Cotillard and Matthias Schoenaerts as the leads, it's emotionally devastating while maintaining hope that carries us through the struggles that the characters face. Great, transcendent cinema that had the audience totally enraptured the entire time. One of my favourite films of the past year.